A Typical Friday Night...(mini rant)

I had plans tonight...I wanted things to be perfect (like I always obsess about) and of course, they did not turn out that way.

.... I am not displeased with my day...I met 2 very interesting people and got to spend more time with another person but there were 2 things that kinda threw me off. No no...3 things. 

1: There was a 20 year old girl there who was all cute and perfect and I was feeling frumpy and insecure. I came over to my friends house dressed to cook and work. We were supposed to be preparing for a garage sale.

Ok... 4 things....

2: Moral Orel and I didnt get to spend much time alone. We had not hung out since Tuesday and with us both living at our parents places for the next few months...I am feeling more greedy with our time and I wanted some attention tonight....that I really couldnt get.

3: I met my other friends girlfriend tonight. She is lovely...but again with the jealousy issues. Not worried about Moral drooling over them or anything...but I was feeling like I was under dressed and I dunno... twice the size of the other girls. Very un-feminine...which I feel a lot anyways....but I wasnt in the mood to feel that tonight.

4: At the end of the night...the 20 year old hooked up with one of the guys (I think they are dating seriously) but I mean HOOKED UP so loud that I took it as a cue to leave! She was LOUD. SO LOUD. It was like hanging out in a porno...

Ok....5 things.

I was not supposed to be DD... Moral picked me up and brought me a beautiful pink rose (super cute) and drove to our friends place.

5: I had to drive back and now I have his car at my house tonight. 

.... so there were just a bunch of things scattered through the night that were just UGH... I am glad the night is over. 



Now...as for the 2 people I met. One was the little brother of a friend...he was recently hit by a car and has 8 screws in his back and more surgery to come. He came over with a friend who has the most beautiful...thick ...Russian accent! We all sat around and played this Russian card game that after a bottle of wine...I was having a hard time learning.

We had a great time... I wish I wasnt so sleepy so I could elaborate more on the whole night...

I am a happy girl...it just didnt turn out like I wanted ... as they say...shit happens =)


More to come when I am more awake....Goodnight!