Thursday, November 4, 2010

Membership has its privilages...doesn't it?

So as a concierge at a private club, I see a lot. Tons of drama, plenty of complaints and lots of shit talking.

Some of the members are my age...some are even younger *SHOCK* and I know what it takes to be a member here. Most of the memebers are old enough to be my parents (which is much more of a comfortable situation for me).

At times, I am sad that I am behind the desk instead of a memeber. I know, envy is a sin or whatever (not that I care much about the rules of sin but well..it is one on the list) but sometimes...just sometimes, I am sad, or mad or I spend time thinking of what could have been.

Like...if I had taken that job from that kid who was like "we are starting this site and you would be great..." (Facebook) or if I had taken the internship when I was 18 (Lucas Arts) ... or if I had stuck with the sports. Maybe if I had taken one of those life paths, worked a bit harder or whatever...then I would be a member rather than the girl who tells you where the bathroom is.

Its not that I have not been successful. I have worked for amazing companies doing great things; traveling, marketing, technical support stuff. I have SO much experience in SO many areas...but sometimes....I wonder if I could have done better.

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This blog entry has been interupted more than once (Like 10 times really). I made the mistake of trying to blog at work...because I was inspired by all that was going on around me. I am going to try and pick up my train of thought again.

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20 minutes later....

Darn it. I lost it. My train of thought that is. The whole point to this thing. I know it had something to do with watching the interaction of this committee that was meeting in the main lounge and the young executives that had a mixer in the main ballroom...but *shrug* ...its gone.

Maybe it will come back later.

3 comments:

  1. Haha, I love your sense of humor :) Great beginning of a blog post :) I TOTALLY know how that goes. Happens to me almost every time I'm trying to write one.
    Anyway, I followed you over here from another blog and thought I'd say hi. Now a new follower.

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  2. Hey Crystal! Thanks for the follow ^_^

    I think blogs will have to wait until I get home unless they are super short...haha

    Oh well...it might still come back to me! I have hope! I know I had a super great point to make...I mean..just look at the title...seems all important and stuff and I always write based off the title.

    All my short stories, the title is born first. *shrug* =)

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  3. blog omg i would hate to see what happened if u ever came to visit LMAO. <3 miss you but hun remember life sucks the only thing that supports us is our friends..... family and hun u are my city sister we need to reconnect again sometime...

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